The Same

[Intro]
Every day feels the same I don't focus too much
Lately, I can't hold a thought for maybe more than a second
I run in circles in my mind should I just hide or complain
The daily flourish of crutch I call it drowning too much
It's so sinister lust for interim love in my penmanship give me a second to hit it

[Verse 1]
I said lately I can't hold a thought for more than a second like I am begging to my weapon making finite irrelevant it's the petal of my orchids like I'm pedaling medicine pick a speck of angels feathers can you weather the storm
I built this storm for you
Are you bleeding with me
Are you bleeding with me
If we bleed we are free
We can swing in fields of daisies though you'd be happy with a maybe or the truth
They say they love you
Goddamn

[Verse 2]
God damn I can't fucking stand it no more
These thoughts keep rolling they roll deep in my head you hear me
Rolling rolling rolling in these laps I don't feel so intact
Cursive in my mind should I just cry or be dead
Bury my throne in my head I'm alone
These thoughts keep rolling they roll deep in my head
Damn these feelings rolling deep if I believe in anything I know I deserve misery
A leaking hands crawls down to my floor

[Outro]
If you dig into the lines you know that I will be fine
But if you pick apart the words you know that I'm probably lying
I wrote this song for you to help you cope with abuse
For everything I abuse know that I'm thinking of you
For every drug that we take to just waste away all our problems
For every burning tear you shed know that I'm here with you
For every scream that you hear I will look in my mirror
I will bury my fears to make you feel all okay
I love you all I know the feeling of just wasting away