The Saddest In The Room

[Verse 1]
I'm out here trying to move on
The only reason I wouldn’t's gone
This is a reasonable anger, an acknowledgeable fear
That doesn't feel any better or welcome here
Can someone just take care of me?
I promise to try not be crazy
My fantasies of escaping, just not being here anymore
Are all that I think about, it’s more real than before

[Chorus]
It's one step forward, and two towards a scary new place
Wrapped a life around a brick, threw it point blank in my face
Everybody is just trying to be the saddest in the room
I'm still not leaving the house for fear of running into you

[Verse 2]
Is everything I have done
Irrelevant because someone
Took my picture with my pants pulled down
And made sure that I get to see while I was still around?

[Chorus]
It's one step forward, and two towards a scary new place
Wrapped a life around a brick, threw it point blank in my face
Everybody is just trying to be the saddest in the room
I'm still not leaving the house for fear of running into you
It's one step forward, and two in a terrifying new direction
Can't look myself in the eye, I'm haunted by my own reflection
I cry through the backdoor, I don’t wanna see you anymore
Don’t wanna see you anymore, don't wanna see you anymore

[Outro]
I don’t wanna see you anymore, don't wanna see you anymore
Don't wanna see you anymore, don't wanna see you anymore
Anymore
I’m out here, I'm moving on