the road

I'm just staring down the road
Staring down the road
Staring down the road
Staring down the road
Trauma can't let go
Remember you'll never know
It all comes to unfold
When you need it the most

Memories can't let go
I've been messed up in my head don't know which way to go
Hard to read me because I don't show
I can't let nobody come close
When I count to three its all gone you'll see
Walking aimlessly, down a empty street
Searching for clarity
Someone show me a better remedy

(Staring down the road)

I'm just staring down the road
Staring down the road
Staring down the road
Staring down the road
Trauma can't let go
Remember you'll never know
It all comes to unfold
When you need it the most

I can't believe what this did to me
Feel like I'm slipping out of reality
You looked me in my eyes and said they were empty
I got past all the lies but they really hurt me
Lost so many friends I lost count
Because I didn't realize I was distant most of the tI'me
Steady healing but it takes its time
Play with my life I'm walking a thin line
Play with my mind yeah you'd do it all the tI'me
Made me think I'm something that I'm not
Made me think I'm smaller than I am
Now I'm sinking I'm sinking like sand
Wondering how I ended up like that
2018 I couldn't even stand
On my own two legs i was way too xanned out