The Return

For all my foolish errors and the beauty I have drunk
I think I'll learn to live my life as wisely as a monk
Turn off my phone and live alone in everlasting peace
But is my soul to turn to stone when my childish wanderings cease?

Such petty things that I have bought and such ugly things I've thought
The times I should've let it go, but instead I blindly fought
My mother says I'll never find all the happiness I've sought
To duck my head and just obey all the lessons I've been taught

I'll run ahead to leave it bеhind
Look at the sky and count the colors I find
All the colors I find

But as I starе into the heart of my own twisting fire
The songs yet to be written flock around me like a choir

And with each note, the spirit unwinds
Look at your mind and count the colors I find
All the colors I find