The Rest of My Life

[Verse 1]
I fell asleep last Saturday
Underneath polluted skies
I walked alone on those Jersey nights, and I
Saw the boardwalk start to fall
The emptiness starts to drown
The quiet corners of this town, and I...
Late last night, I made my plans
It was the only thing I felt I could do
Said goodbye, to my best friend
Sometimes there's no one left to tell you the truth

[Chorus]
It's gonna kill me the rest of my life
Let me apologize while I'm still alive
I know it's time to face, all of my past mistakes
It's gonna kill me for the rest of my life

[Verse 2]
This is my all time low
Somehow it feels so familiar
Somehow it seems so familiar
I feel like letting go
And every second that goes by
I'm screaming out for a second try
Said goodbye, to my best friend
Sometimes there's no one left to tell you the truth

[Chorus]
It's gonna kill me the rest of my life
Let me apologize while I'm still alive
I know it's time to face, all of my past mistakes
I've got to live with them the rest of my life

[Verse 3]
This is the mess I've made
These are the words I can't erase
This is my life support, shutting down, for the final time
And it twists like a blade
And kills me for the rest of my life

[Outro/Chorus]
If you won't forgive me
The rest of my life
Let me apologize while I'm still alive
I know it's time to face, all of my past mistakes
It's gonna kill me for the rest of my life