The Recital

[Verse]
I take the beat then I spin it
So just me a minute
These thoughts be filling my mind I seen an evil Image
I witness in me, i the twisting words I grab the semi
I'm cocking back and I’m shooting all of my demons hear me?
They getting, louder meaner you hear it up in yo speaker
A preacher with a dream of rap filling hella bleachers
I go to places where you better fucking keep a heater
Writing rap at my job, I never take a breather
A fucking legend, in training so bitch so you I'm lit
I got the message, the lessons
I’ll never call it quits
I got the green on my head like an economist
A conscious, rapper wit evil minds
A problem kid, bipolar, manic, can’t stand it
You know I gotta win
That mamba mental this pencil is gonna get me rich
At the lowest of lows I never saw it fit
To give it up with this rapping, I really love this man
Movin' through mud, in the water without no guidance
Since adolescence, depressive episodes of the highest
I’m violent, like toward the system
I’m gifted and I be riding these instrumentals, in silence
I’m high end just like a lion
I light it jus like spliff, In the forest thats full of the green
The motivation for riches and pictures of all the team
Do I do it for the clout or do I do it just for me
Is my ego getting higher or my ego getting weak?