The Reason I Believe In Ghosts

[verse 1]
Whyd you disappear when i needed you the most
Youre the reason that i truly believe in these ghosts uh
Why does my shadow look like yours, and your face looks like a rose
Lookin past every pore, and into your soul
Because youre the only one that i thought i knew
Then things happened, dont know what but iguess it was through
A couple months passed now my whole heart is aching
You dont call or txt, wrong number i must be mistakened
I hate to say it but its sad to be fluent in body language
Cuz its thе way youre gonna know that the whole world is fakin
And thе truth is naked, these women are shameless
At times i rlly wish it were simulated
Cuz in the end id kno i aced it
Youve become everythig you hated, tell me how do you get infatuated
With these vices on a daily basis
In your bedroom, nameless faceless basic
U became an apparation of my overactive imagination
But your feelings toward me are fluid and they keep on changing
One thing that i learned is that everybody has a favorite, even if they dont say it
I checked the list twice, and i guess i was nameless
Taking wrong paths and im still strayin
Something like a bullet
I put you on the pedestal, and i put u on the pulley
And i pull it so you can come closer to me
Even though i like it roomy
Look into your pupils because u were my student
Took my slang, paraphrase the way u used it
Then you fade away like the phantom of my memories
Next day maybe over time i manned up, became a better me
Never any boundaries, like where is the referee
Everyday i wake up early, dead silent, bedroom lookin like a murder scene
You were like my ecstasy, everyday i close my eyes picture you right next to me
But i still see the visions of you over by the lampshade
Ever since you had me finish its been my mission to undo everything that the past made
I was told to enjoy the small things, from the blue sky to an indivdual grass blade
I see myself in this nasty green puddle every day its trash day
Doing the same shit u did with me but only with someone else
It was special, secret language, authorized personell
And that was me, someones in my office and i need your help
This is like purgatory with a little bit of hell
Its been months and ive been lookin out the window hoping that this pussy slips and dies
Recognize, a real man real guy, when you lookem in the eyes
I looked into his mind and found out hes nothing of the kind
And i think it might be time

[Skit]
WELL, ITS NOT MUCH OF A LOVE INTEREST
IM JUST- ITS JUST ALOT OF TURBULENT STUFF HAS HAPPENING LATELY
CERTAIN PEOPLE JUMPING IN N OUT OF MY LIFE AND ITS-
BY FAR THE MOST ANNOYING THING IVE HAD TO DEAL WITH IN A LONG TIME
SO YEAH... SO JUST FUCK EVERYTHING