The Realisation

I feel like I'm enslaved by woman
But it makes no sense I was raised by woman
My big bro's always parring gyal
Guess who's doing the shit that I couldn't
When I'm single I hardly talk to chicks
Meaning I always fuck gyal when I shouldn't
Man's wanna tell me a ting but they wouldn't
Cah they know I've known how much gyal they've put wood in
See my mind's in a twist, tsunami
The guilt and emotions are making me barmy
Hit home I made another heart cold
I'm alone and I just wanna fold, origami
Ouch my, mouth dry no saliva
Think why, I gotta live life without her
Regrets ennit I just didn't know designer
When she was holding it down inside I was outchea

Moving loose, thought I could duck
But it turns out that I was a snoozing goose
Now she's bruised
Cus I was out ere without fear to make man's ego fuse
Guilt comes right after the combustion
True I don't love these hoes I lust them
Amazing shit how gyal still wanna get hit
When I've told the I'm somebody's husband
But I'm equally wrong cus I fucked em
Dyson they got my dirt from a suction
So the wife can't stand the hate eruption
And now I'm smoking nuff weed so I function
But it's my fault
Cus I mashed when gassed from the hydro
Lost my gem cus of lies told
I love and I miss you I quote

Now you don't want me
You broke what's manly about me
No fairy tales, Bambi
No more Janet Kay
Cus I can't stand to have another broken family
Got a lil miss wanna try for a mr
I'm depressed staring at all of her pictures
I'll walk the earth with my feet full of blisters
Beg forgiveness I need you Miss Richards
Dem gyal are Ford you're a Range Rove
They're loose like a too weak cainrow
And that's a fact
Dem gyal are warm up acts
You're the main event in my stage show
So we can have a tour on the run
We can start fresh like when Os had the gun
Think the mentals I will make this fun
Then a loyal Husband and Father I'll become

I'm a knob now please don't sob now
I'm a loser but my plan is to win
I'm not a slob now, man's got a job now
For my family I am on this ting
And I don't care bout no one's opinion
Still a dan but man don't know Meridian
You're real how could I make the mistake
They're fake they're animated, minions
Broke suen that was already frag-ile
Per silence is a mad style
From trying to be agile
Got her fam thinking my mom raised a bad child
And I apologise mother
Both of your nans, sisters and brothers
Deep mom told me before I could speak
What happens in sheets always uncovers

My life's got a cycle
Sour gyal cus I had more than an eyeful
It's all a dream when they're swallowing cream
But when they see what they can't beat they try-full
And it's peak when they talk to their mates
Two convos and the earth quakes
I think why did I play ball
I shouldn't have hit let alone slide on first base
Knew I should've did that home run
But I was horny and had couple Trojans
Go harder and drop bombs like Osama
Till she wanna pull up the beat I'm Logan
Gave dick cah she gave it a kiss
Two two's I'm in field ain't talking a trip
Broke our trust had bread but it's crust
Cus of lust I see that us is a myth

I make my mom cry
So I know that my Nan sheds tears from above
Tell gyal what they wanna hear for a nut
Not realising I hurt ones that I love
Aj, I seen tears come from your eyes
When I told you I would never do that shit
Now my life's hecks-able
All for trying to be flexible, gymnastics
But now all the awards are gone
All of them gold, silver and the bronze
There was no national anthem
Now I think why didn't I skank them, I'm wrong
I'm nuts like cashews don't need bathrooms
When I say you and I's vacant
Now it's just me and my shadow
Damn, there goes my realisation