The Prelude

[Hook]
Darkest nights but I still feel the light
Hitting my back, but I fight, no flight
Feeling the beams struggle through my veins
Fell to my knees like the last of my days
Love so nice but that shit so hard
Didn't think we'd ever even come this far
You told me the worst but I still felt my best
So I guess I'm to blame when it comes to the rest
Darkest nights but I still feel the light
Hitting my back, but I fight, no flight
Feeling the beams struggle through my veins
Fell to my knees like the last of my days
Love so nice but that shit so hard
Didn't think we'd ever even come this far
You told me the worst but I still felt my best
So I guess I'm to blame when it comes to the rest

[Verse 1]
I can't let you go but I do what I must
You begged me to go so I fell out of love
Didn't wanna do it but I did what I had to
That shit turned me cold like a steel made statue
Baby I'm hurt, why did you go
My heart tends to burn when I sit here alone
Feeling the fire, it hurts me the most
When I flick at my lighter like Wheezy at home
Feel like I'm 12 sitting here on my phone
Now that you're gone I don't know where to go
Stuck in my time and my place, I move constant
But I'm trapped here like a mime, I'm boxed in
Please just come back, baby grab my hand
Pull me so close that you feel my heart's glands
It would beat for you for so fucking long
That it can't thump right when I ignore our songs
Music to my ears when I hear your voice
But you never really gave me a different choice
I look to the stars and I still see your face
Sick as I been being stuck in this place
I never wanted to go but you told me I had to
So I did what you asked, dammit i had to
Baby I hope you come to understand
I'm just sick of not even being your man

[Hook]
Darkest nights but I still feel the light
Hitting my back, but I fight, no flight
Feeling the beams struggle through my veins
Fell to my knees like the last of my days
Love so nice but that shit so hard
Didn't think we'd ever even come this far
Darkest nights but I still feel the light
Hitting my back, but I fight, no flight
Feeling the beams struggle through my veins
Fell to my knees like the last of my days
Love so nice but that shit so hard
Didn't think we'd ever even come this far
You told me the worst but I still felt my best
So I guess I'm to blame when it comes to the rest

[Verse 2]
Guess I'm to blame, it's the same shit again
Don't wanna fight but who else can defend
Me from all the things that you had said?
I did what you asked so why are you upset?
This shit just drained me out from my core
I feel like I can't even smile no more
This place is so dark, now we're so far apart
I miss when you faked that you cared about us
Cared about love, but now enough is enough
Girl I'm not a game so don't play like you tough
I took all your kicks, I took every punch
But now I'm so weak I can barely get up
So don't kick me down, I can't even do this
When I needed you most you left me here clueless
So all hope's lost, I hope that you get me
Cause my heart broke past fixing, forget me