This song can be found on the album, Vaati & Veselekov, by the band Tanooki Suit, and this is only my interpretation of the song. The album title references two Youtube Uploaders, Vaatividya, and Veselekov. Vaatividya does mostly ‘Souls’ games lore explanations and Veselokov is an animator.
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[Verse 1]
A sigh of relief to give up to release this desperate cling
To a life that means nothing to me would be so sweet
But I can't afford to concede, I'll be lost with a single defeat
Could he call me with pride the fruit of his seed?
[Chorus]
It's an impossible dream
How could you ask this of us?
The fate of the world weighs heavy on our hearts
But if I must I will pilot this monstrous thing
[Verse 2]
Feeling abandoned you cast me aside
I know it kills you inside
But it wasn't just you she left behind
You mark a child as disposable
Over the puppet you coddle
Of which there were countless
Now his blood is on my hands
[Chorus]
[Bridge]
Kept safe by a mother's heart
And bathed in another's blood
From which I grow in search of futile love
[Chorus]
The Pilot was written by Aleksander Wong-Kmiec.
The Pilot was produced by Tanuki & Chris Curran.