The Party

[Spoken word]
As I made the mistake of slipping into a youthful mindset
Everyone else around me felt dull
The values instilled in me withered away, piece by piece as my dreams bloomed
And at first, it felt good as I ran away from it all
But honestly, now it haunts me
The rose that once had beauty is now beginning to wither away

[Intro]
Junie
Junie

[Chorus]
You'd always come to the party
To pluck the feathers off all the birds
You'd always come to the party
I will not beg you, please

[Verse 1]
What should I do?
I'm lost with no clue
Stuck in the crowd
But, it's not with you
You brought me here
You made me feel
Good to be real
Through blues to teals
Greener as I go
You would never know
I hit my highs
Sometimes I won't
Well under-true
I'm guessing you
Forever "who?"
I'm just not—

[Bridge]
Not for you
You
Well I'll just—
I'll stick with the crowd for now

[Chorus]
You'd always come to the party
To pluck the feathers off all the birds
You'd always come to the party
I will not beg you please

[Verse 2]
It been the same damn feeling
For the past 12 months
Thought I could run from it
Oops, Yeah
I was wrong as fuck
Bird ceilings, hella wraiths
Just to mask up all the pain
Who knew that the same thang
That made me bang
Would make me wanna
Lay up in my grave
Extra early, my B
Shit too gritty and I keep it buck fifty

Man you never know who gon’ really switching
Sides, they cut so many ties in the night
But I’m not holy, nor wrong nor right
And everyone told me, about fight or flight
Yet I still just freeze, doing nothing ain't nice
Am I right? I rewind
To the high, no weed
I was only 17, No ID
Idols in the CDs
And mp3s
Nobody was with me
123, man my mind ain't never kick out
Bitch I’m not free, oh please

[Spoken word: Ema]
As Junie heard that crowd cheer
I think apart of him knew that no-one really listened
So it made him turn to a thing that only he thought listened