​the party

I look to you, dreaming
Thinking things that won’t happen
I tried to speak but I choked in an instant
And you were gone, just like that
Why can’t I ever say what I mean?
Would it help if we were wasted?
Guess I’ll see you at the party
I’m so wasted on your sideways glance
And stubborn like no other
I don’t want to be your friend

Why can’t I ever say what I mean?
You feel so familiar
Why do i feel like you never look at me
The way I look at you
I only want to dance with you
Just once, then I’ll forget this feeling
No hard feelings
So tell me, make it easier
Apologise and leave me here
I want to give you a reason, but I’ll never talk
About feelings with you
I’m not that honest
But if I was then, I would tell you everything
How my heart rings in my ears when we’re together
And I hate it when I see you with…