The Pain of Being Awake

These walls are caving in
My patience growing thin
Deceived by the heart of man
My eyes are filled with sin
Manifested truth
Looking into lies
Praying this is foul

We left our goals behind, the absence of mind, narrowing time
Incessant decay, desolation, a bodiless soul
Living in reverse, looking for escapes, refraining from light
Inside these dark days, waking up in pain, it never goes away

Miasma of filth

I can feel my time slowing down
Dealing with thе pain of being awake
Frozen in slow motion
This day is gonе

The flies, they gather quick, decimation