The Other Half

I just want to scream
And find the self I lost in time
Restore the pristine part of me
Like water does
And behave, and behave
Be kind and remissive
You must obey and play by the book
I told myself it was the way
Everything happens for a reason
That it’s karma you fool
There’s no way you’ll escape what’s decided from above
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I don’t remember the moment l let her run free
Maybe in a dream, where are you? Can you listen to me?

I’m the one, the one who’s staying
I’m the one, the one who’s praying
I’m the one, the one who’s lying
I’m the one, the one who’s dying
Of all these self inflicted lies
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I just want the power
To let this go like nothing happened
Start my life all over again
Live unchained
The things I’d change are countless
Haunting wishes from the past
Excruciating
I feel them down inside my chest
Pushing so hard I cannot breathe
That is karma you fool there’s no way you’ll escape what’s decided from above

I don’t remember the moment l let her run free
Maybe in a dream where are you can you listen to me?
I’m the one, the one who’s staying
I’m the one, the one who’s praying
I’m the one, the one who’s lying
I’m the one, the one who’s dying
Of all the self inflicted lies

From the early grave
I will be brave
I refuse this abuse
Fuck your excuse!

I’m the one, I'm the one, I'm the one, I'm the one...

I’m the one, the one who’s staying
I’m the one, the one who’s praying
I’m the one, the one who’s lying
I’m the one, the one who’s dying
Of all the self inflicted lies

I just want to scream!