The Oracle Told Me I’m Gonna Kill Myself (Calypso)

I've been praying to a god that I don't believe in
I've been dreaming suicide every night for weeks and
When I die do not cry, do not try to reach and
Pull me down from my high I'm fucking dead let me leak red

I've been kinda out of it lately
Shadow got me feeling sick, fainted
Lay me down when I'm finally dead, hate me
With everything you ever said, baby

Gotta find my way, gotta find my way
Gotta find my way to the end of it all
Gotta find my way, gotta find my way
Feeling for my mother when I'm finally gone

I've been praying to a god that I don't believe in
I've been dreaming suicide every night for weeks and
When I die do not cry, do not try to reach and
Pull me down from my high I'm fucking dead let me leak red
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Let's sit down let's talk about God
He started at the top and that ain't fair
Wanna talk shit? Tell him what you got
I started from the bottom and I'm still here
Fuck with me then, fuck with me now
Handful of luck just keep me down
We're all gonna die one day, we're all gonna die so

Fuck going down in the book like a bitch now
Same mother fucker from the block from that shit town
Fuck, I've been comparing the worst of myself
Yuh, To the best of everybody else cuz

I've been kinda out of it lately
Shadow got me feeling sick, fainted
Lay me down when I'm finally dead, hate me
With everything you ever said, baby

Gotta find my way, gotta find my way
Gotta find my way to the end of it all
Gotta find my way, gotta find my way
Feeling for my brother when I leave him alone

I've been praying to a god that I don't believe in
I've been dreaming suicide every night for weeks and
When I die do not cry, do not try to reach and
Pull me down from my high I'm fucking dead let me leak red
X2