The Only Reason I’m Writing This

[Verse 1]
The only reason I'm writing this
Is so this evening I won't be fiending to buy some piss
My mind is shifty, it's so deceiving at times
I know it's feeding me lies but it's so depleting to try resist
I'm overheating but finding drips
I'd go to sleep but I won't succeed 'cause it's 9-6
I'd like to visit my bros but even if I were to go and meet em tonight
I'd just know to see them's a heightened risk
I'm so over leading this life I live
I'm over seeing these rhymes exist
I'm overeating them, over and freaking ovеr
I'm over not being sober, I'm ovеr being a whiney bitch
I just flow the beat, just the time it ticks
And flick a lighter, the smoke releases inside my lips
This ain't for likes or loaded streams or subscriber clicks
I'm just tryna cope, that's the only reason I'm writing this

[Verse 2]
The only reason I'm writing this
Is so this evening there's no proceeding to slice my wrist
My mind is shifty, I know I'm needing a psyche
But I don't believe that they're right so there's no receiving advice they give
They might insist on a slow increase when I try to quit
'Cause when I do I've been prone to seizures and violent fits
Prescribed a fix, I hope this treatment is right
The dosage seems to be light and there's no repeats for these type of scripts
Now there's no reliefs so the vices switched
No more meds, I'm just overeating and lighting cigs
So defeated, I'm over being at home where I'm only seeing a sofa
But know it beats the asylum bricks
So I chose to speak to this mic a bit
Though I was tired, it spoke to me like a cyclist
This ain't for hype or a post you see when you're liking clips
I'm just tryna cope, this the only reason I'm writing this