The Only Medicine

I wash it down, just to block out all the sound
I never thought I'd be alone. Well look at me now

Sleepless nights, painful goodbyes
Who the hell was I kidding?
The room starts to spin
All alone and bleeding once again
Can you help me make this.. make this fucking end?

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Oh my god there must be something
Something to take the pain away
And so there's nothing you can give me
It's probably better off that way

Just forget, all I ever wanted was to forget
Bloodshot eyes and a starless sky
Who the hell are we kidding?

You look so content, I guess the bright side hasn't found me yet
Pull me out so I can catch my breath

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I live my life in the shadows of the things I try to hide

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