The One With The Voicemail

It's crazy that we're non-existent
Almost like we were fictitious
But the feeling stays real on my mind at midnight
I make a left then I almost drift right
In my dreams, this is not reality
Lost in what we were and how we used to be
Where we ended off, it happened so abruptly
It was a quiet goodbye but I felt it loudly
I wonder
If the tension would ease
If we, bumped into each other with no words speak
Just a look that could ceasе time forever in our livеs
But that's a story for another timeline

I tell myself you'll be okay
Even when the skies go grey
Even when you can't see the way
Cause the wounds too deep, and it clouds your brain
I tell myself I'll be okay
Even when the skies go grey
Even when I can't see the way
When the wounds too deep, and it numbs my pain

I'm sorry I can't be what you want
I know and you know that I messed up
I wish everything was different
I don't know what to do about anything but maybe one day it'll be okay
Missing you always

I started off wanting to be free from the feeling that I couldn't get away from the thought Of you
But then I found myself frozen in line - every time you came to mind
In my head we could still make it, quarter to 9
How many times did we lie to ourselves, saying it's fine
Your heart drops to your stomach, you feel it inside your spine
And you can't unwind the clocks, I guess the pain is vintage
Cause you can't look back, I had to burn those bridges
Had to climb those ridges and remove myself from your presence
See my consequence is
I can't forget your essence
Or how you shined fluorescent

I tell myself you'll be okay
Even when the skies go grey
Even when you can't see the way
Cause the wounds too deep, and it clouds your brain
I tell myself I'll be okay
Even when the skies go grey
Even when I can't see the way
When the wounds too deep, and it numbs my pain