The One That I Want

Dear former love of my life
I never sleep on your side
I kept your toothbrush even though you said you're leaving

The keys are under the mat
In case you ever come back
I know you won't
But like to think that you might need them

Crazy
Not having someone calling you baby
How you're so damn sure that I'm a maybe
And I don't care that you don't love me
Don't think of me and you're gone
You're still the one that I want
You're still the one that I want

I hate how you're living your lifе
With such control over mine
I wipe my tеars and dye my hair like I'm not bleeding
I put some red on my lips
I feel a hand round my hips
But every guy that I go out with feels like cheating

Crazy
Not having someone calling you baby
How you're so damn sure that I'm a maybe
And I don't care that you don't love me
Don't think of me and you're gone
You're still the one that I want
You're still the one that I want

I don't sleep
I've been missing you for weeks
Take a bite but I can't eat
You're still the one
You're still the one for me

I call defeat
Scrub the memories with bleach
On my own but never free
You're still the one
You're still the one for me

And in like two, three years' time
You'll be in love, so will I
I'll say I'm happy for you and by then I'll mean it
It won't happen overnight
Heartbreak's gonna put up a fight
Hope we can laugh at all the ways it fell apart

You were the one that I want