​the old me

[Verse 1]
And you know me
You see how scared I get when I get lonely
Yet tears run down my face when you still hold me
Man what I'd do to just bring back the old me (Yeah the old me)
I feel I'm at my end
I never felt more hate from ones who claim to be my friend
But every night you prayed I found my way back home again
So when do I decide that I don't need to play pretend?
I don't mean to condescend

[Chorus]
When we break
And when I move out father
I wish I could be stronger
But I can't lose you mama
'Cause I need you, I need you
Of course I still need you
I'm too scared to live without you

[Verse 2]
It's been a few months since we've all been okay
And I can't dessert you both when I get famous
'Cause Lord knows I've tried
Just know that I'll be home tonight (Just know that I'll be home)
Mistakes I know I could've jumped
Did things that I shouldn't done
Someone that you couldn't trust
Tell me am I good enough?
Am I really good enough?
After everything you still think that I'm good enough? (Good enough)
Since I'm a beholder
My presence been fading
Not happy I'm older
The fact is I hate that I'm gone
So now I just speak through my songs
We both got scars and we need time
So all I ask from you is one more try
Just one more try
All I ask from you is one more (Try)

[Chorus]
But when we break
And when I move out father
I wish I could be stronger
But I can't lose you mama
'Cause I need you, I need you
Of course I still need you
I'm too scared to live without you
'Cause I need you, I need you
Of course I still need you
I'm too scared to live without you