The Ocean

Last time I fell from the sky to the ocean
Carousel with millions of lights and sounds
You said: "I might not be there to prevent this in the future"
Don't care, you don't need to witness inevitable events

My skin is like dirt, I keep scratching at nothing
Can't make it hurt enough
Losing all feeling, senses are failing me now

Sundown
The ocean is gaining momentum
Crashed out
The currents are taking me further out to sea
Right now
The weight of the world it is lifting from my broken being
Don't care
I gave up on living many years ago

I see you waving goodbye from the shoreline
Please take care of yourself
You're better without me, sorry you had to
Witness these inevitable events