The Nonexistent Someday

[Chorus]
Some days I feel so outta my mind
Some Days I feel I'm wasting my time
I know I gotta get it all together one day.,.
Why can't I do it now, why I settle for someday?
In the wrong direction, up in the one way
Knowin so many people gone from the gun play
I know I gotta get it all together one day...
Why can't I do it now, why I settle for someday?

[Verse 1]
Another day, another hang-over, Headache the size of range-rovers
I told myself that I would remain sober..
Then I drank until my kidneys would hurt
Dry heave in the middle of burps, shit is the worst
I take a whole water bottle down in two seconds
I guess a text is the only way I'll receive the message
Incompleted checklist of things that's needing correction
And I sit back, forget 'em, too busy trekking for leggings
Like Someday I'm finna travel the world..
Someday I'll stick to one, out all of these girls, To Keep it thoro
Someday I'll go back to church, see if it works
Someday I'll give it my all, with no fears of feeling of hurt
Someday I'll put down the bottle, someday I'll let off the throttle
Someday I'll ditch bad decisions, try being a rolemodel
I'm not a youth no more, I got nephews
I gotta learn to be thankful, and not resentful
Someday I'll get me job, help out my moms
Someday I'll be in your arms, instead of gone
I won't rely on drugs, instead I'll be strong
I won't stay livin in now, someday I'll think of beyond
Spendin on charms, when I barely got food for tomorrow
Someday, I won't let it build inside, and I will mourn
Someday I'll pick up my phone and call up my grandmother
Someday I won't turn the cheek to another man's struggles
Someday, I pray I learn to trust again
Someday, I'll do good not for reward, but for the love it
Someday, I'll be prepared for the future and what becomes of it
Sayin' someday is so comforting..

[Chorus]

I need to finally learn from my mistakes
And That there's people that ain't Worthwhile to keep infront my face
Someday, I'll text my ex just to wish that her marriage last
Instead of textin her, plottin on ways I can get her back
Someday I wanna relax, enjoy the scenery
Instead of litering my two liter, in it immediately
Instead of worrying what I can get, what I can give it
Someday I'll show emotion, instead of being so distant
Someday, I'll stop using words like bitches for women
I won't take kindness for granted, I'll stop pushing the limits
Someday I'll take the stand to fight for my people
Someday I'll treat someone so different, as equal, mind won't be feeble
Someday I'll grow up into a man, instead of hatin' shit I'll give you a hand..
Someday I'll learn to live my life to fullest
Cause I might die by a bullet