The New

We’re only getting older and wiser
Time isn’t on our side
I miss you
Who do I call when I don’t feel like being lonely
You’re the only one that cross my mind
I’m starting to doubt me and you
You told me you’ll be back but I haven’t seen you all year
Sometimes I dread the day we met
But I’m glad I met you
If only you knew what I go through
Trying to find love again
I think you’re the only love for me
I know I’m in love with you
I thought I knew where we stood
I apologize if my mind made it up
That year I went through changes I felt you inside me
Moving and kicking
That year I talked to God non-stop about you
I told him sorry I couldn’t get you off my mind
Learning the supernatural wasn’t easy
He told me it was you inside me, I cried because you’re my dream
I couldn’t believe He chose me for you
Then when you didn’t show I cried all my last tears
It turned me cold
I’m not afraid of death
I’m not afraid of dying
I’m not afraid of what people think
You stopped moving, you stopped kicking and that’s when I died, that’s when I died

Mary had a little lamb
Little lamb, little lamb
Mary had a little lamb
Its fleece was white as snow
And everywhere that Mary went
Mary went, Mary went
Everywhere that Mary went
The lamb was sure to go x2

I always look at the bigger picture
I wish you tell me to my face you don’t want me
‘Cause that’s all I need
I deserve that
I’ll leave you alone
My dark days are long and I’ve longed for you
Even tasted pain and love together then I
Drank from the cup of sorrow all while weeping
Still wishing you were here
I drove by your house and you weren’t home
I tried to see you from a distance after a bad night
I parked down the street, like 4 houses down
Praying I get to see you
I just really want to see you
I’ll be fine, I’ll be fine
I think

Mary had a little lamb
Little lamb, little lamb
Mary had a little lamb
Its fleece was white as snow
And everywhere that Mary went
Mary went, Mary went
Everywhere that Mary went
The lamb was sure to go x2

This year I’ll be spending Christmas alone
This year I’ll be wishing you we home
Tell me baby is there someone else
Tell me baby, I’m confused and I’m sorry
This year I’ll be spending Christmas alone
This year I’ll be wishing you we home
Tell me baby is there someone else
Tell me baby, I’m confused and I’m sorry
Say you don’t want me please
Say you don’t care
You can’t be selfish with closure anymore I need it
Good things do end so end it properly
Give me closure
Merry Christmas
Ugh