The Never End Of Me And My Enemy

"Something's happening to me that I just don't understand.
I can't think straight anymore.
It's like my reasoning is all, uh, twisted and distorted, you know?
I seem to be disassociating myself from reality more and more, each day.
I'm anti-social.
I'm becoming dangerously amoral.
I - I've lost the ability to distinguish between right from wrong, good from bad.
I'm scared.
I mean, I feel like sometimes I'm - I'm plunging headfirst into some kind of black void of sheer and utter madness..."