The Monster

I tried my best but I am feeling nothing
I spend my days waiting, waiting for something
But nothing ever comes and when it comes it never stays
I've turned into a monster, silently counting days

If there are rules to follow I follow none
If there's a road to hell then that's where I'm on
And it takes all of my strength and all my will just to survive
I've turned into a monster, dead but still alive

I may seem fearless but I'm, I'm so alone
I may not talk enough but, silence is gold
And violence I dеtest unless it's channelеd to myself
I've turned into a monster, waiting for the end