The Mirror

[Verse]
I left my job for this
They think I'm lost in this
Half of them would rather me go see a physiologist
Is what I"m doing too confusing to the naked eye?
'Cuz what I do should not concern you, bitch you better stay inside
I took a gamble with a choice and thought I'd take a try
I love the welcoming but struggle when I say goodbye
I departed on a mission
When I started I was wishing I could turn back and just quit
But I got brave inside
I have too many days of wishing for success
End up overthinking it and formulate a mess
We under so much pressure, rope 'em, when we can be the best
Forget about reason hearts are beating in our chests
Cliche to say it, but that don't make it false
Building up the walls tonight and ducking all my calls
Maybe down the road there'll be some time to have a ball
But now I'm steady, focused, so I can have it all
Love to see my homies knowing each and every song
They was in it from the start, so when I'm big they'll come along
Teachers in the classes always saying I was wrong
Pretending I was listening when they would ramble on
My balance low becuase it's so overdrawn
If you live a night and broke a bead you'd be the richest later on
My flaws adding on the longer I look in the mirror
Getting lost in my thoughts praying everything get clearer
Nearer, but still far
Live until my will call
And my remaining minutes on the planet, but I'll still ball
Fuck a pay cut
Only taking pay checks
The only thing between us and the sheets is made of latex
The change of season is coming, I miss the summer
It hasn't ended, but shit, I still need another
We all addicted to something
That's why we judging
That's why we hating and killing and bring destruction
And fill your people who carry true, and no one loves us
Conversations about the person who above us
Never settle well
If we equal, why we settle will?
We should keep the ones around us all in better health