The Man That I Am

I'm trying to fix my eyes
From their gaze
On my pale white bedroom wall
Only now do I realize
That without your touch
I can't seem to feel at all

I struggle with my purpose
Can't you see
My love, so severe
Oh the first day I found you left me breathless
But since the last day
The man that I am
Disappeared

I know that I've done you wrong
It's a consequence
That will never be the same
Maybe my role in this all along
Is to guide you
To the one who makes you feel no shame

I struggle with my purpose
Can't you see
My love, so severe
Oh the first day I found you left me breathless
But since the last day
The man that I am
Disappeared

I always knew
The world and I don't deserve you
As time heals wounds for you and I
Maybe some day we'll each give love another try