Ilya states that he heard a story from “a friend of a friend of a friend” about a mans encounter with a homeless man in which he takes the homeless man’s life in the form of self defense. He uses this man’s point of view to show that he can’t stop thinking about it and how it will affect him for the...
[Verse 1: Ilya Naishuller]
He took his final breath
I hear it to this day
There's no redemption
And the punishment's delayed
The only reaction that I face
Is hidden well behind my face
A trace surely can
Lead the law right to their man
Well, hurry up
[Verse 2: Ilya Naishuller]
I did not betray no shock
I heard the door behind me lock
And I was now held hostage to
A hostile scene and I wasn't sure what to do
But I knew I had to get away
The light despondent falls upon it's prey
And I put a foreign object in his neck
And I was so sure by now I would be a suspect
[Verse 3: Ilya Naishuller]
I fear this and it feeds on me
My self-defense catastrophe
It sees my kids grow
It tells me they will have to one day know...
I used to blame the girl
That led me there
Until I made her my wife
And the house that we have built
Is white with crimson insides
My God, my mouth is dry
[Outro]
Suicidal, I ain't suicidal
I won't drink my way to no asylum
And it can't be ignored
Like the bobble-head on my dashboard
Quietly nodding at me
Quietly nodding at me
The Light Despondent was written by Ilya Naishuller.
The Light Despondent was produced by Ilya Naishuller & Ilya Kondratiev & Igor Buldenkov & Alexei Zamaraev.
Biting Elbows released The Light Despondent on Mon May 23 2011.