The Light at the End, Marks the Change, The Need to Mend

Tell me how to feel now
I lost myself
The dissonance is uncanny
And the distance I’ve put in between us
Just goes to show

I felt these walls build up around more and more each day
There was a time when they reminded me of home and not the need to escape
A time when happiness wasn’t striven for
When I never felt this weight
But when you live in the past you miss the beauty of being present
The beauty of being alive and the beauty of all the unpleasant
We cannot exist without the other
And somewhere in between is how we learn to find one another

Now I can see
Through the passing of time

It’s hard to find what love could really mean
Hard to find a reason to live this life we lead
All the time

Day to night it’ll pass before you know
Just keep your loves in and leave all the others to let go
All the time

And now I see through the passing of time
That I am not alive, I am simply just awake
All the time

And now I see through the passing of time
That I am not alive, I am simply just awake

Tell me how to feel now

Leave it be, nothing is free
Love for now, leave nobody