The Last to Go

[Verse 1]
I found out the soul's the last to go
All the colours draining from the world I know
And all my careful calculations scattered on the wind
'Cause you told me I was special, I wanted to believe

[Verse 2]
I took your words, I felt the weight of gold
Surrendered to my faith in love so bold
You built for me a pedestal, a cage I could not see
Relinquished my ambitions so you could still feel free

[Chorus]
Now who am I, these bones and skin?
This old facade is paper thin
My armoury depleted, my soldiers have deserted
I've given all I have to give
I've carved myself into the mold I thought that I could fit in
But I'm never gonna fit in
So take it or leave it
I'm out, I'm done bleeding for you

[Verse 3]
I'm so done with trying to concede
Smoothing over ruptures, lies, and greed
Searching for my part in it, my place to take the blame
It's exhausting and demeaning, swallowing this shame

[Chorus]
Now who am I, these bones and skin?
This old facade is paper thin
My armoury depleted, my soldiers have deserted
I've given all I have to give
I've carved myself into the mold I thought that I could fit in
I'm never gonna fit in
So take it or leave it
I'm out, I'm done bleeding for you