The Last Step Before the Abyss

I’m waking up, and I am tired
Closed eyes, only see the dark
The quilt is heavy, I can’t reject it
The carpet is sharp, the water glacial
The bell is ringing, but ears are deaf
The eyes are opened, but they are blind
Everything, that made me happy
Doesn’t now, even exist
All the things, were different colors
Now the grey, is the only one

Why, Can’t, I, Live
Why, Is, This, Real

All my friends, have gone away
My lucky spirit, disappeared
The streets are empty, I lost my faith
The soul is broken, begging for some love
The body weights, thousand kilos
The legs are stuck, like a bridge
The world is running, I’m standing still
Establishing, roots of the dark past
Nobody’s helping me
To get out of here

Why, Can’t, I Live
Why, Is, This, Real