The Journey

[Verse]
(Just gotta focus)
I got no grasp on my history
Don't look forward or back
I seize in the moment
I never know when to act
I've been growin' I guess
When you don't plan on no direction, what does growin' invest
It's been double time
Tripping for no fucking reason
I'ma just ignore it
I'ma just sit back and try to listen for it
If it's this important, I ain't fishin' for it
So what am I to do? 'Cept run and cry to you?
There's nothing I do new
Yes, dummy, the truth funny
The best of me is used from me
You left nothing, you lose something
Been affected focused on the proof coming
It's sleepin' right ahead
I'll keep an eye on it
They're frequent, my attempts
They keep denyin' them
So what the fuck?