The Janitor

[Verse 1]
Relative voices led me to negative choices
The words "you're a failure" just became repetitive noises
I've got a ghost in my room and he's the host of my gloom
With half of myself masked, i feel so close to the moon
Me approaching my tomb could be the cause of my wounds
But while i'm still there i know all of my foes might come soon
While everyday i consume thinking about everything i should say
They told me everyday should be lived like it's the doomsday
I think i don't understand it, cause i'm always scared for my life
That i will not take for granted, i see it with the wrong eyes
At least that's what i heard but i think i hang with the wrong guys
They see me as the wrong i, have you seen anybody strong cryin'?
I'm not sure if i'll be here tomorrow to see another sun rise
My mom told me she just wanna see her son shine
And i just wanna see my mom smile and same for my sister
Like back to "Take My Time" i'm still the only one to assist her

[Hook]
We follow dreams to find who we are
But i feel like the janitor got the keys and me do need
Aaaall of these, a-a-all these
But i feel like the follower with no ways nowhere to play
I need the patience

[Verse 2]
The world been testin' me it still not too late
I've seen my destiny challenging my fate
I mean i've been searching the keys before i ever had a door
It's hard to find them when you don't know what your looking for
They told me to go to college once i'm done with high school
But the same guys never even cared about anything i'm doin'
I fought my way up but couldn't stop thinking about the way down
I remembered i shouldn't give a fuck as long as i'm proud
Right now i still don't have a clue what is this path about
I never seen a cheering crowd i know nobody hear me now
But i just want my friends to tell me that they're proud of me
I couldn't give a fuck about the success and what the power be
This is our week and the hour we, take over, take cover
Cause we're blowing up like a supernova
As i'm growing older, the world is going colder
It's in non stop motion so how am i supposed to hold up?

[Hook]
We follow dreams to find who we are
But i feel like the janitor got the keys and me do need
Aaaall of these, a-a-all these
But i feel like the follower with no ways nowhere to play
We follow dreams to find who we are
But i feel like the janitor got the keys and me do need
Aaaall of these, a-a-all these
But i feel like the follower with no ways nowhere to play
I need the patience