The Inbetween

[Verse]
Do they still serve whiskey sours in the In Between?
If you don't mind, could you save one for me?
Cause I've got questions about the last five years
I've been crying out for help but didn't think that you could hear
Like, how do you decide who gets dealt all the bad luck?
Cause when it all falls down for me, it never quite adds up
And why do all the wicked ones get wrapped in all the love?
When my all too human heart feels like it's never quite filled up

[Chorus]
It's violent just to live
But it's all that I can give
So if it never happens for me
Would you still sit and drink to all our revelries?
Yeah, if it never happens for me
Would you be proud of everything I couldn't be?

[Verse]
Is it cause I'm down here soon?
Because the lights are coming on
I think they're trying to kick me out again, it's time to wrap it up
Before you go now, riddle me this
Cause I've been dying to get some answers
Is this really all there is?
Have I been wasting all my time on those already full of love?
Did I walk away from people, who I later would become?
Have I been diving into waters or too shallow here to swim?
Where the deepest lows I've had
Have settled and drowned and dragged them in

[Chorus]
It's fine just to live
But it's all that I can give
So if it never happens for me
Would you still sit and drink to all our revelries?
Yeah, if it never happens for me
Would you be proud of everything I couldn't be?