The Hope That Kills You

They say it's hope that kills you
So I remain alive
Morning changes all
But I live late at night

It's hope that kills you
Keep my head up high
As everybody leaves
And I just stay behind

I've spent all these years
Inside my soul
Waiting for someone who's just like you
Grinding down my bones
End up alone
I wish that I could just be with you

They say it's hope that kills you
So I keep looking back
Run into these walls
All just fades to black

It's hope that kills you
And everybody smiles
They all think I'm strong
And that I will survive