​the gutter

[Intro]
𝘪𝘭𝘭𝘮𝘢𝘳𝘪 𝘺𝘰𝘶 𝘣𝘳𝘰𝘬𝘦 𝘮𝘺 𝘩𝘦𝘢𝘳𝘵

[Verse 1: Lovespelledbackwards]
I've been in a rut what the fuck do I do?
Only time I'm fine is when I'm with you
Only time I'm fine is when I'm high that's true
I wish It wasn't like that
I've been fucked up and I hate it
Drugs don't work and I'm jaded
Will I ever learn my lesson
Think my life's past expiration
Think my life's past expiration
I think i'mma die alone in this room
Everywhere I go I feel anxious
Every day I feel the gloom
I don't know what I'm doing
Maybe I should call it quits
But I keep on coming back
Why am I always joining back
Why am I always joining back
Why can't I keep this under wraps
Why do I keep on climbing
Just to fall, I wish I was someone else
I've been fucked up and I hate it
Drugs don't work and I'm jaded
Will I ever learn my lesson
Think my life's past expiration

[Verse 2: seejayxo]
We're alone in my room and you're naked
Sent a text last night I was jaded
Yeah I was tryna figure out what this is
I don't wanna fall asleep thinking that you miss me
Fucked up in my [?] so don't check me
I can feel my self falling quick
Wondering to myself what this is

[Chorus: seejayxo]
Standing at your door
Wondering if it's unlocked
Do you want me anymore?
You're curly headed dork
I don't feel it anymore
If you could have my arm
But it's rotting to the core

Standing at your door
Wondering if it's unlocked
Do you want me anymore?
You're curly headed dork
I don't feel it anymore
If you could have my arm
But it's rotting to the core

[Outro: Lovespelledbackwords]
Why am I always joining back
Why can't I keep this under wraps
Why do I keep on climbing
Just to fall, I wish I was someone else