The Good Tears

I can feel April 25th
2011 checking in
5150 on my wrist
Voluntarily taking risks
I made my mother cry again
72 hours are not the end
But they’re on the fence

Can’t let it die
With the music
Still using me
I tried
Oh i tried

I don’t wanna be here
But I don’t wanna leave here either
If these are the good years
I’m crying out
But these are the good tears

Everything changed at 26
And in a way it never did
Tattooed Avicii on my wrist
Lied to a thousand therapists
I made my mother cry again
One thousand and one are not the end
But they're on the fence

Can’t let it die
With the music
Still using me
I tried
And survived

I don’t wanna be here
But I don’t wanna leave here either
If these are the good years
I’m crying out
But these are the good tears
These are the good tears

Can’t let it die
I tried

I don’t wanna be here
But I don’t wanna leave here either
If these are the good years
I’m crying out
But these are the good tears