The Fuckin’ Sigh

[Intro]
*sighs*
*mumbles*

[Verse: Lwansta]
I'm getting a little bit pissed off
I'm sitting on 52 thousand views
But none of these fucking writers will ever consider it news because "How'd this fucking rapper who's email that I rejected proceed to do these numbers I never would've expected?" cause I'm on the come up, yes I give a fuck if you doubt me, like, what's a top 5 rappers on the come up without me?
Now put that top 5, in a cipher, tell them about me
Then provide them with some paper and pencils and cancel everything!
My name is Lwansta, and I'm constantly disappointed
This music and college have my focus super disjointed
But something's got to give
Or my father has to forgive me
Cause he put me in this city
And he knows I really like to rap
Since I've been in Durban, Lord knows I've had to fucking snap, the competition's tight enough
I feel like I don't write enough
If you're not in their circle then understand that it might be tough
To make some kind of progress in places where you're a nobody
It's cool though
I just opened this email from MTV
They said "You're video will not play on MTV"
A couple minutes and I'm chilling with my homie and he's telling me about this song by Nasty C
And I was like, "What? you too bro?"
And then I sort of felt like J.Cole on TKO
But I was fine after then
And then I looked into that mirror
And then I told myself "Lwansta you're a 10/10!"
And then I got my fucking juice back
I'm sick of being an underdog
I'm Slikour, fuck with me, and I will put you underdog
"Why you always pissed off?
Lwansta take it easy!
Maybe go and get an ice cream for yourself but wait...
You're so fucking jealous of Gigi
And I think that she knows
I think it's stupid cause I sure that you used to be woes
I mean, you met her at the cipher
And she had your fucking back
But now it's hard to help when she asked you to share her fucking track
Go ahead nigga, burn those bridges
Cause that's the way you roll
And while you're at it make some fucking I'm so music for the radio
And stop being so emotional man, you should grow up
That's why you get to shows it's always empty when you roll up
You're tired of no bookings, and all these average performances
Tired of doing shows where no one even knows your chorus
I admire you
I love the way you market all your shit man
But really?
There's isn't a fucking market for your shit man
But you're that shit man, don't you ever-ever forget it
When you begin to doubt just remember who fucking said it, even without the credit you always hundred percent it
And even though they reject it I'm really happy sent it my nigga

[Bridge: Lwansta]
I don't really need this in my life right now
I don't really need this in my life right now
I don't really need this in my life right now
I don't really need this in my life right now
I don't really need this in my life right now
I don't really need this in my life right now
I don't really need this in my life right now
I don't really need this in my life right now