​the feeling between happiness and wanting to blow my brains out

My bloody bruised skin
My skull caving in
Kissing in the dark I can't remember where or when
Off so many things at once I never got the chance
To let you know that you were never gonna have me back

You made me think I need you
Fuck you, I don't even miss you
Psychotic faggot talking shit like I don't have an issue
I'm dumb and broke and unemployed and never gonna make it
But I don't care cause I felt happier when you and me kissed

My bloody bruised skin
Our skulls caving in
Im so confused i never knew you but thats what you meant
Holding hands i never loved i thought thats what we had
I didn't mean to leave you i just felt i held you back

My bloody bruised skin
Our skulls caving- caving
I'm so confused I never knew you but that's what you meant
Holding hands I never loved I thought that's what we had
I didn't mean to leave you I just felt I held you back