The Fear

Verse 1:
I hear 'em off in the distance, I see em watching and whispering
Feel the plot getting thicker but now the clock it is ticking
I'm getting shot every minute with every tock I am injured
And so I bottle my feelings up til I'm not really here
I see em stopping and staring, I see em scoffing and glaring
I've done a nonchalant air and play like I not really caring
It's such an obvious front I'm wearing
My lack of confidence is like a badge of dishonour and now its visibly clear
I'm looking over my shoulder watching the world get colder
My blood is boiling I internally smoulder
What if my peeps find out? What's it gonna take for me to be at peace right now?
When'll the heat die down and disappear?
They're directing their energy too aggressive to let it be
Eventually I relent and let it get to me
Let it infect every part of my flesh and every artery
Tearing me apart, filling my heart with this invisible fear

Chorus:
The fear, the fear's invisible (this invisible fear)
The fear, the fear's invisible (all I can feel is this invisible fear)
You know the fear's invisible (this invisible fear)
You know the fear's invisible

Verse 2:
So what's a guy gonna go? Which road am I gonna choose
How can I decipher what life should include?
Been on the back foot since I was a youth
How you meant to be ready for winning wars when the enemy resides within you?
How can I convince you what I'm going through?
You probably feel the same way = from time to time too
All this looking inside's kinda blinding my view
So it's tough to step up and start designing my moves
Let alone actually know what I aspire to do
I usually sit at home in one of my quieter moods
Now the calendar inside of my character is Mayan
Watching the end of the planet that I happen to reside on

(Bridge:)
Right now, as soon as I turn the lights out, and lie down
I find out, why I stay awake playing the night owl
With a war in my mind
It's telling me to throw In my towel
Find a sale place to hideout
Only nothing is secure in my house
Now I'm living with this invisible fear

(Chorus)

Outro Verse:
There isn't anything to fear (I know)
There isn't anybody there (I see)
There's nothing sinister in of the stares (no doubt)
But my doubts are my doubts and they're taking over this house with this invisible fear