The End Begins

It doesn’t go quiet when I’m alone
My heart still sings when my lungs explode
My body tryna stop while my brain says go
Uh oh

Another minute toss and turning then I’ll go for a drive
Couple more hours going over my life
What’s the purpose
Am I worthless
Am I really alive?

I don’t know
I don’t know where the end begins

I just can’t find the seam
This loop is going infinitely
Tormented by a cruel disease
It all feels
So never-ending
Please tell me the end’s beginning

No peace no quiet when I’m at home
My ears still ringing as my world implodes
Body saying yes while my brain says no

Another minute toss and turning then I’ll go for a ride
Bottle up the tension that I keep inside
What’s the purpose
Is it worthless
Are we really alive

I don’t know
I don’t know where the end begins

I just can’t find the seam
This loop is going infinitely
Tormented by a cruel disease
It all feels
So never-ending
Please tell me the end’s beginning

Cracks are forming
The sand’s not pouring
And I can’t tell the night from morning

Time is slipping
Unforgiving
The pendulum’s corroding
I’m one swing away from breaking down

I just can’t find the seam
This loop is going infinitely
Tormented by a cruel disease
It all feels
So never-ending
Please tell me the end’s beginning