The Darker Side

You ever wonder what death is like?
What taking your own last breath is like?
What overdosing on meth is like?
What life without being blessed is like?

You ever wonder why we all are here?
Or why most of us live our whole lives in fear?
Or why the purpose of man was never made clear?
Or when you ask for help, nobody can hear?

You ever wonder what it's like to kill?
As you watch the life from the still body spill?
Disposing of remains behind the hill?
Silently praying nobody saw you there?

You ever wonder what happens to your soul?
When your body's stiff in the morgue, lifeless and cold?
Is life worth living 'til you're crippled and old?
Or should we cash in now, exchange the soul for gold?

There's a darker side to every mind (every mind)
A sicker side of me a few will find
A darker side to every thought (every thought)
And you know you would do it if you wouldn't get caught

There's a darker side to every mind (every mind)
A sicker side of me a few will find
A darker side to every thought (every thought)
And you know you would do it if you wouldn't get caught

You ever think about a suicide?
Taking your own life without thinking twice?
Cutting your throat with an old rusten knife?
You slowly die, lay there and bleed all night

You ever think about a world war?
Fueled by soldiers completely sick to their core?
A million enemies you've never seen before?
Armed with murder weapons, breaking down your door?

You ever think about the last days?
The entire earth destroyed, stricken with plagues?
Your child dies of diseases that were started by fags?
Bodies being hauled off in government bags?

You ever think about who's in control?
Could it be that Microsoft already owns your soul?
All the internet youths, it's taking its toll
This is what you go through when your mind, it folds

There's a darker side to every mind (every mind)
A sicker side of me a few will find
A darker side to every thought (every thought)
And you know you would do it if you wouldn't get caught

There's a darker side to every mind (every mind)
A sicker side of me a few will find
A darker side to every thought (every thought)
And you know you would do it if you wouldn't get caught

I admit it, I had the darker, sicker side to me
Like there's an evil being inside
Telling lies to me, a thousand cries
Distorted my mind, you see?
So now murder doesn't seem like a crime to me

Finally, I found a way to cope with my anger
The hate I feel makes me no stranger to danger
But instead of busting these 9's, I'm writing these rhymes
I rather appear at the Grammy's than go for some fines

And don't think I won't go back to the streets in a minute
Understand this microphone's the only thing keeping you livin'
The medication I'm takin' is sometimes iffy
'Cause no matter where I go, these voices are with me

Spiritually, I'm living, but in a downward spiral
Disturbed like the thoughts behind a schizophrenic smile
Haven't been saved in a while, good thoughts are like gold to me
At least that's how it's been since the dark side got a hold of me

There's a darker side to every mind (every mind)
A sicker side of me a few will find
A darker side to every thought (every thought)
And you know you would do it if you wouldn't get caught

There's a darker side to every mind (every mind)
A sicker side of me a few will find
A darker side to every thought (every thought)
And you know you would do it if you wouldn't get caught

Darker, darker, sicker, sicker
Darker, darker, sicker, sicker
Darker, darker, sicker, sicker
Darker, darker, sicker, sicker
Darker, darker, sicker, sicker
Darker, darker, sicker, sicker
Darker, darker, sicker, sicker