The Cynical

[Verse 1: GHOSTEMANE]
I got a pitch black soul, and I'll never really know when I'mma lose my grip, lose my control
I never thought I would see the day when the majority of people that I know succumb to government mind control
You believe what you read, I believe what I see, and you wonder why I don't got no faith up in me
I don't look to the sky, day and the night, for answers on why people suffer in life
It's just how that shit go, slow but don't choke on the fingers attached to the hands of the folk that was feeding you when you was going for broke
Pray to your god but don't live what you spoke
And don't nobody really wanna fess up when they mess up, everybody wanna go and confess, oh
As if one hundred Hail Mary's deserving of a bless, oh, please, go ahead and turn over another leaf
This is the minds of the desperate and hateful and bigoted folk of the fallen machine
Ma- make them all think that you're leading them one by one into a really nice dream
Reality hits when you sit on your throne, the people got no one to fend for their own
They realize, anti-Christ, run or you wanna be truly deceived by the powers that be?

[Chorus: GHOSTEMANE]
I smoke away all of my problems, that's the way I go
Reminisce of a different time, I know it's bad, I know
I try to keep this hate locked up until I can't no more
Feeling the cynical make his way into my inner soul (K-R-double E-P)
I smoke away all of my problems, that's the way I go
Reminisce of a different time, I know it's bad, I know
I try to keep this hate locked up until I can't no more
Feeling the cynical make his way into my inner soul

[Verse 2: Trigg Bambino]
Smoke a blunt, take a hit, and the cynical in me as I try to forget
I reminisce of hard times and all the fucked up shit turning me into a cold hearted son of a bitch
I cage it in, heart full of rage again, afraid again, that's a rude awakening
It's safe again to say I'll never pray again, continue to sin, I can't say you're winning again
Light up the dungeon and stare in the mirror to look at myself and reflect on my life
No love in me, that's a first degree, if you play with my once you won't play with me twice
Life is a gamble, I'm loading the dice, winning so shout out, beholding the dice
I always wondered who controlling the dice, threw away with your life like I'm throwing the dice
I just breathe, stomach housing the trees, torture my lungs till my pain is relieved
All this corruption, I cannot believe, my soul has been lost and my heart on my sleeve
Communication with Bambino dead, I can show no love 'cause my heart is detached
Evil then enters, my heart is attacked, I talked to your god and he did not react

[Chorus: Trigg Bambino]
I smoke away all of my problems, that's the way I go
Reminisce of a different time, I know it's bad, I know
I try to keep this hate locked up until I can't no more
Feeling the cynical make his way into my inner soul
I smoke away all of my problems, that's the way I go
Reminisce of a different time, I know it's bad, I know
I try to keep this hate locked up until I can't no more
Feeling the cynical make his way into my inner soul