The Crevice//Light Seeps In

Thought I knew better but
I lost it on the path
Pride holds my place
I'm never phasing back
Was it worth it?
To scratch passed the surface
Was it worth it?
To draw my own curtains

Dragged myself out of the light
Showed myself the truth
Pulled it out from under
Fell further down the chute
Had to see it all
Couldn’t be the fool
Wouldn't fall in line
Robbed myself of all the tools

Dragged myself out of the light
Showed myself the truth
Pulled it out from under
Fell further down the chute
Had to see it all
Couldn't be thе fool
Wouldn’t fall in line
Robbed myself of all thе tools

A life time spent
Hiding from the shame
I pushed and pulled
Found myself closer to pain
Absent thoughts
A reality I can't sustain
I push myself in
I hold the blame

In a moments notice
I could've changed
But, I felt myself grow older with the stains
The life I spent
I don't want it back
I hold the power when there's no God at my back

Blind to the crevice I dug myself in (Was it worth it?)
Blind to the crevice I dug myself in (Was it worth it?)
(Unknowingly robbed myself)
Blind to the crevice I dug myself in (Was it worth it?)
(Unknowingly robbed myself)
Blind to the crevice I dug myself in (Was it worth it?)

Dragged myself out of the light
Showed myself the truth
Pulled it out from under
Fell further down the chute
Had to see it all
Couldn't be the fool
Wouldn't fall in line
Robbed myself of all the tools

Dragged myself out of the light
Showed myself the truth
Pulled it out from under
Fell further down the chute
Had to see it all
Couldn't be the fool
Wouldn’t fall in line
Robbed myself of all the tools

Was it worth it?
To scratch passed the surface
Was it worth it?
To draw my own curtains
Was it worth it?
To scratch passed the surface
Was it worth it?
To draw my own curtains

The waves never take
Just wash away decay
Always a constant pulse
Never runs astray

Never so bad that the light won’t leak in
Never so bad that I say goodbye to my friends

But it's there
Underneath the surface
Hiding in the crevice
Waiting for the curtains

Chipping away and away
Slowly eroding day after day
Day after day

The walls I built, only grow
The halls I built, dimly glow
The waves I watched, only slow
Only slow

The walls I built, only grow
The halls I built, dimly glow
The waves I watched, only slow

But, light seeps in
But, light seeps in
The light seeps in