The Comedown Song

Fuck your party im sleeping in
Tired of listening to Lucys song
Tried it now i just hate myself
Getting gripped by the fear
A little worse than last year
Trying to hold back the fear

So ,what happened to my identity
Im more cynical than before you met me
When i knew just who i was trying to be
Then you all saw god
And i felt nothing
Only the fear

So fuck your party

Fuck your party im sleeping in
Gotta learn to think again
I need her to get me out of bed
Ive been asleep for so fucking long
So no more talking im staying in
Im not leaving to sing your songs
Miserable now so go fuck yourself
Purveyor of fear
Youll have me biting on my tongue for years

So fuck your party

I ran and ended up against the wall
And everything i said was stupid but i meant it all