The Colour of Envy

I'll lose my mind every night
I look through these red eyes and think through a clouded mind
Thoughts out of control, paranoia living on my back, the colour of envy
The colour of envy, but I'm content, sinking down into life's cement
Just leave me here for a while
Flying high with all of you, just let ourselves go for a night
I'll keep these memories forever, but I'll forget them in the morning
My life through these red eyes and a clouded mind
I'll grow up one day soon but this time next year you'll be right back next to me
Filling up my head with flawless plans that'll never surface
This time next year you'll be right back next to me