The Climax

[Verse 1: Blizzard]
By the time you hear this I'll be on my way
Because I don't want to be with you, no I don't want to stay
You've hurt me in the past and now the spark has gone away
We had a one track mind that never got a proper play
I heard you got another man and well I wish you luck
But I'm saying that politely because I don't give a fuck
I don't know why you tried it with a man you didn't love
But the fact you did destroyed our only chances of an us
So now I guess it's over, I see you out the door
It's not a case of I don't want to see you anymore
The deed's done now and I don't see you as a whore
But if this was your plan, then why'd you ever speak to me at all
I need a bit of space to take the news in
Now I'm on a train back to Manny[?], but I feel like I never started moving
Still lifeless and unhuman
And my distorted eyes didn't notice what you was doing

[Hook: Blizzard]
And I just want to go back now
Excuse me while I fade into the background
I swear I just want to go back now
Karma always comes back round

[Verse 2: Blizzard]
I'm searching on the net and your face always pops up
But I see it and dissmiss it and close it like it's a pop-up
I hate you for now but I know I want you to pop up
Like this whole thing never happened and it's a dream that I can lock up
Hard to get these words out, because they're all about my feelings
But talking about your problems is a process of the healing
I bring my words out through my writing and my speaking
Which is mad in contrast to all the lies you were concealing
I'm trying to find a reason, but I can't even fathom one
Where has the relationship of love, lust and passion gone
I feel like my heart's been trampled on by a mastodon
Like I fell off the mile high pillar I was standing on
I drank a lot today, yeah I'm kinda down
Because I want to pour you a drink and you know where to be found
I'm on my own, sitting in the club, lonely in town
I guess it's time for another round

[Hook: Blizzard]

[Verse 3: Blizzard]
I heard you was in the hospital, because you overdosed
You was nearly on the brink of dying, fully comatosed
I heard the news late at night, I was home alone
I could've gone to your bed side, but my mind told me no
A part of me despises you and was telling me no way
The other part of me was checking on if you were ok
I needed somebody there, to help me with a tip
Because I was on the sofa, while you were on a drip
Because you mean the world to me, I don't want to let you know though
But the way you treated me makes me want to fly solo
Why it happened like it did I don't know
Now I know the chances are we won't grow
Love seems like a no show
Because we were friends before the whole dating nonsense
And I didn't want this unresolved problem on my conscious
Now I'm outside the war, tears falling
Waiting for my name in the calling

[Outro: Blizzard]
Damn, it's all true
I hope you know this is for you