​the ceiling

[Verse 1]
Do you remember when I would tell you everything that I felt?
I put my feelings all over your shelf
I felt alive, and I came out my shell
But now, I don't know what got into me
Pressure from pressure was stuck, and you were pissed at me
But now that's history

[Chorus]
Staring at the ceiling
Babe, where are you
I want you in my arms
But I guess I'll call you

[Verse 2]
Like, yeah
I been fucked up for almost a year
This life ain't shit, but I'm here for you
Stumbling off-track 'cause I fear the truth
That I'm here to prove myself
And I don't wanna be that
I know that I'm lyin' when I tell myself I need that
Care for me a lot, it's not really hard to see that
Baby, you're the best, and I'm sorry that I just can't be like you
I'm gettin' why you tell me what to do
'Cause we never really talk things through
We both know that's not like you

[Chorus]
Staring at the ceiling
Babe, where are you
I want you in my arms
But I guess I'll call you

[Outro]
Like, damn
Why the fuck you look at me, damn
I do what I want 'cause I can
I do what I want 'cause I'm me
I don't care if you hate, you can leave