​the buzz i need

[Verse 1]
New Year's Eve last year
Locked up in my house
I thought that it might be nice
If I just killed myself
Therapy was going well
But something wasn't right
I don't know if I can do this
But I'm terrified
I won't get to see you
In the morning light
If I poison myself
Even one more night

[Chorus]
How could I be
Everything that you need
When the weather's getting colder
And I'm too drunk to see
The way you love me
You're the only buzz I need
Yeah my eyes are blurring over
'Cause when I'm with you I can be sobеr

[Verse 2]
Summer evening, carеless
Threw up in our bed
Wish that I could stop this
More than the spinning in my head
So many excuses that
You don't wanna fight
I don't know if I can help it
But I'm terrified
I won't get to see you
In the morning light

[Chorus]
How could I be
Everything that you need
When the weather's getting colder
And I'm too drunk to see
The way you love me
You're the only buzz I need
Yeah my eyes are blurring over
'Cause when I'm with you I can be sober

[Bridge]
All the things I thought I had to do
Made me fall apart
I just wanna be addicted to
Everything you are

[Chorus]
How could I be
Everything that you need
When the weather's getting colder
And I'm too drunk to hold you
The way you hold me
You're the only buzz I need
Yeah my eyes are blurring over
'Cause when I'm with you I can be sober