The Bottle And The Sea

I've been sitting here waiting
Trying to fall asleep
There is an answer in
My head to see, but I can't stop the fight
I've been going crazy
There's nowhere to run
And I'm feeling so hazy
It's the drugs that I took
The wine that I drank
The nights here alone
And my head in the sink
I need time to myself
Back on the sea
I want nothing more
Than for you to be here with me
Is it wasted alone
Am I wasting away?
Just one more year
I won't take that away from you

Back on the road
Here on the land
It's not cracked up to be
All it is understand
Where I'm coming, I've gone
I'd see you around
I've been here before
Curled up on the ground
Make it here on my own
Away from today
With all of the faces
I'm seeing the same
Got you out on the ocean
Here on the sea
The waves in your face
And you're shouting at me
Won't you
Lay here awake
Don't fall asleep
Holding me holding on
It makes sense to me
But you wouldn't allow
And it's killing me now
Don't you know